I. Christ is condemned to death The living air sheltered itself by crouching within the border of sanity. The rain pointed counter to the compass of human decency and divine mercy. A man’s finger extended like a yellow tree’s knuckled branch fell upon Him, felled with the ease of destruction the soft and pliable tree of light and despair, the light of light and despair. Moving like a lover escaping to calm from a lover now calm beneath the night of night, despair barked into the silent rain of death as water dashed upon the rocky weight of his hand. II. Christ takes up His Cross He held the tree. He held the tree that was once the fallen trunk in the plain of fielding light. Struck silent and shadowed by an inner-grief, an inner-violence, the tree of green unstiched its hair, its roots. And when it was finally overcome by the force of its own motion, the trunk fell deep and down along the way. Its crevasses were like veins. Its cloven hand, branches caught below. And it twisted into a new nude form, a blossomed hill, where flowery arms painted the wood with a lacquered green. III. Jesus falls for the first time He fell under the tree. He slouched as a thing, a flower, dropped through the false face, the faceless flame, the rose. Slouching as a sound drops from a sound, a sound from a shadow’s sound, a shadow from a shadow, the rose. IV. Jesus meets His Blessed Mother She loved him. Sitting, she framed within her hands a child-like a nursed child-like oblique slab of air backed by cotton earthy fiber and cotton skin. Threading with imperceptible thread, the needle threaded, and pieced to one her separate gods, her separate god, her infallible, imperceptible, unifying god of cotton earthy fiber, of cotton earthy skin, and of but one thread and one thread. And she spoke, "Let it be my son." V. Simon of Cyrene helps Jesus carry His Cross He, without voice or desire, carried him. He stands as though one with the man who holds the tree, and placing his taut, linear, arm upon the man’s head, wills him into the shadow of his own light. Reaching down, he takes the cross into his own hands, whispers a gentle incantation over the fallen heap of a man, now lost in his own shadow’s light. Like flowing hair caught in the hook of the gentle, fishing, wind, the man sways, and slowly stumbles onward. VI. Veronica wipes the face of Jesus She loved him. Soft as a mosquito she descended. Soft as a mosquito she gently removed the skin of her hide and stroked the man’s face clean, thus, forming a reflection of god upon the cotton earthy fiber of her cotton earthy skin. VII. Jesus falls the second time He fell under the tree. As time is—the earth knows one’s earth as light in the field of light, in light. As time is—the soil of one’s own soil, bound in light, plants the seed of doubt within a seed. He continued onward. VIII. Jesus consoles the women of Jerusalem He spoke not as he moved, but he spoke as he moved in his suffering: "The wind dries the leaves that have fallen, for saying farewell is like autumn. The leaves in my soul are dry, for they blow in the wind, crossing the cross of my face. Listen: when I fancied that love was absolute and eternal, the leaves pressed themselves to me and whispered that it is not so transient as eternity, but that it is brief, like the explosion and windless dispersion of the universe." IX. Jesus falls the third time He fell under the tree. As time is—as time is in its own seed, as time within time is death. He continued onward. X. Jesus is stripped of his Garments He was clothed. And, one, Roman, made sick before the living fruit, tore from his skin his skin. He was naked. XI. The Crucifixion He was pierced and placed upon the tree. There was no separation of church and state within this god-bidden sign, this cross. It was the sign, the soul, that dark word, the soul, that distinction. All were within that plot of light, the sign of god, yet gilded with flesh, the sign of truth, yet girded with human truth. XII. Jesus dies on the cross He died. He who is not alive bends towards the ground like a mother bending to caress her young child. Pale as the universe, his pale shirt is removed as softly as the wind which trembles the leafy expanse of a stream soaked deep with enlightenment. As the coddling companion of ash exults in the smoking removal of its own deposit, so does this altar of light give way to the white shade of movement. And as movement is but a contrast between that which is and that which is, this is not really but a building of stillness upon the certainty of repetition. It is but a contrast of perfection. XIII. Jesus is taken down from the cross In death he becomes the tree. The palm tree, the column of solid wood pressed upon a plain landscape, swings willfully in the wind and rain. A torrent of pressure rebuts these words, and the palm tree descends to earth, its ancestral home, to be the idol which the air worships with a bow. XIV. The body of Jesus is placed in the tomb He will rise again. Tracing Caressing the fruit of the body. Three and three and three and Beauty. Petals of the risen. Subtly Masked the unkempt froth unkempt froth disavowed its disavowal to scorch its soul. Three and three and three and Beauty. Petals of the risen. Readily Staid the passion of the saint of our living concern was thrice condemned deceived and carried to a florid death. Three and three and three and Beauty. Monument all and but the petals of the rose. |